Nailed it!

Todays plan was 500 feet of elevation in no more than 4 miles.  Power hike up, run down.  I attempted this last week with tons of hills ran and repeated and only ended up with 200 feet!!  I knew it wouldn’t be easy.  I wouldn’t know how much elevation I would hit until I was home but I did my homework and had an idea.

We have a mile long road that is very steep.  We go there every year to cut down our Christmas tree and many times I have thought .. there is no way I could run that or even WALK.   Its beautiful.  Its windy, and its HILLY!

I knew it would be challenging and I knew I would have to complete it more than once.

I DID IT!

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579 feet to be exact.

The ups were hard.   My phone even rang on the last part of the second up and I had a full work conversation.  I am not sure how much Jess could understand me, but I talked none the less.

It was tough.

This is the Christmas Tree Farm at one mile up.  I think you can see my house down there!

This is the Christmas Tree Farm at one mile up. I think you can see my house down there!

It was beautiful.

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It is done.

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What I came home to .. cuteness and messiness!

Now to spend time with kids and take them to the local alien festival (wish I was kidding), pack and head back to Omaha for a week.

Feeling empowered!  I LOVE Hills!

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What I learned on my Long Run Today

Todays long run was on the trails.

This is what I learned:

1) I am stronger than I think – I was able to not only conquer the hills but LOVE them.  I was able to stay pretty steady even tho slower than normal pace.  Felt amazing even on sore quads and calves from yesterdays hills.

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2) When people come out of woods with mud to their waste and the first thing you think of is where is the body .. you watch to much Criminal Minds.

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Hello Mr Moore!

3) When you think you smell pot, you do. Those kids hiding that glass thing when you run by is a sure sign!
4) Sketchy people hang out in the woods!
5) That feeling that you probably shouldnt be running in the woods alone is probably right going forward…Lucky Kellie Gonzalez !

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6) My new Trail shoes ROCK!!! I want to wear them 24 hours a day!

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Today was an amazing day.  The kids and Marc spoiled me and thanks to Disney. Liam was all prepared with a million Happy Mommy Day sentiments.

Hope you had a wonderful Mothers Day as well.     This week brings probably my toughest workouts in a long time given I am traveling for work again next week.  Bring it on!!!

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Streak OVER ~ Hills ROCK ~ Bring on the TRAIL!

I forgot to update that I completed my streak!   14 days in a row and feel pretty great about it all.

This is the longest I have run without rest day.  I did it!

  1. My coach asked what I learned so I thought I would share with you too.
  2. First and foremost, I learned that I can do it.  It wasnt always easy to fit it in and it wasnt always with the best attitude but I did it and that attitude always changed to gratefulness.   I accomplished it with no injury and pure joy!
  3. I also learned that I LOVE RUNNING more than ever.  It is such a deep passion for me and consumes me on so many levels.   My poor family and employees hear nothing but!      I also learned I Love the trails and got my first pair of trail shoes!  Cant wait to wear them this weekend!
  4. I am still working on that voice in my head that I am not cut out of it, that I cant do it, that I will never improve, that its just a waste of time, im not losing weight etc etc etc  but I am in a much better place.  I know my mental and physical health is so very improved because of running.

I am proud.  I am BACK!

So now what .. its time for some 10k training and half training all combined.  I run the Foot Traffic Flat on July 4th and Disney Dumbo in August.   I am exctied!  The medals for Disney were revealed and they are amazing.   Kellie is an Alice in Wonderland freak so these are perfect.

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Today was hills!  I love hills!  Maybe its because I have permission to power walk them and run as fast as I can down the hills.  Whatever the reason.  I KILLED it.  It was fun!  I was supposed to try to run 500 feet and didnt even come close to that but I have a feeling I will be adding to todays until I do.   I cant wait!

It was beautiful this morning and I at the top of my last hill an Eagle circled above my head.   I got tears in my eyes and powered down the hill.   It was beautiful.  It was spiritual.  It was perfect!   All of it!

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This is where I will be running my trails tomorrow .. Miller Woods!  So beautiful.

This is where I will be running my trails tomorrow .. Miller Woods! So beautiful.

and I cant think of a better way to start Mothers Day than with my new friends….

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Day 9 ~ First Trail Run

I have been dreaming about this day.

I have always been intrigued by trails and trail runners.

I have always known the soft ground was great for runners particularly runners with achilles issues or foot problems.  With that soft ground sometimes comes hills and they arent great for said runners.

In my eyes, it was only the fit, hardcore runners that ran trails.  Those runners who seemed crazy running double and even triple digit miles.

I have never seen a chubby trail runner.

Dana is amazing.   She IS one of those crazy, fit runners who runs 100 mile races.  She is never taken aback about my crazy dreams.  She fosters them.  She tells me how they are possible.  When I fear and think I am not capable or to weak, she not only proves to me I am not, she supports me through planning and implementing those dreams.   She pushes and backs off just when I need it the most.

I am grateful for her and all she gives me and allows me to be, helps me see who I am.

When I realized it was going to be the hottest day so far this year and knew I wouldnt get up I knew I needed a plan B.

I decided to try to go to a small trail (easy trail) with just the right amount of elevation gains for the hilly workout I had on plan today.

Its about a mile loop and I just ran.

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I power walked some of the steep inclines and I was able to enjoy some free speed down the declines.

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I put on a trail running podcast and felt a joy in my heart I have never felt.  Not even road racing!

I even swallowed a few bugs and just smiled.

It was gorgeous.   I felt strong.

After 9 straight days running.

I felt STRONG!

I feel like my dreams of a trail race are possible.

I feel like my hopes for my future are attainable.

I left the trail with tears in my eyes and a deep fulfillment in my soul!

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A truly spectacular evening!!

and now .. if I can get the Stick from Liam I will do a little massaging and relaxing!

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Day 6 – There it IS!

Running Inspiration

Day 6 and let me tell you .. it hasnt been easy this last week.   I have struggled.  I have dug deep.  I have wanted to just completely give up … but I didnt … I kept my promise.   Not my promise to any of you.  Not my promise to Dana.  MY promise to ME!    The last six days have been challenging and today …

I broke through!

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I have been digging deep within myself. Trying to find that mojo and while its a consistent and constant discovery, I feel much better after todays run.

I started the day listening to inspirational podcasts.  All the way to work and all the way home was filled with inspirational women, runners, triathletes who have overcome many adversities and succeeded.  Succeeded not by any body’s standards but their own.

Today I succeeded.

I laced up my shoes, I headed out with one mission.  To just do my best!

I put on an ultrarunner podcast and I just went.

Slow … but I went

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At mile 2 I smiled.  I knew I had this.  I was in a great place mentally and I was enjoying the breeze and the scenery.

I was happy!

I AM happy!!

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Day 5 ~ So far .. OK

Today was the best run so far and also the most challenging.

The last couple days have been uneventful and not really blog worthy so figured I would wait until I had something to say!

Friday I received a fun package

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Hoka’s!!!

I have heard amazing things about these shoes for a long time.  I finally decided to try and see if they would help me.  They are so cute and were so comfy.  LIke walking on clouds.

I could NOT wait to run that evening and went out for a nice and easy 2 miles.

I came back to this

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and more hotspots on the top of my toes.  :(  I was sad but still had hope!

There was no time to worry as it was prom that evening so I put on my Tom’s and hit the road with Kellie for lots of pampering and fun!

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This morning I woke up and decided to try the Hoka’s again.   I was a half mile in and knew I was going to have to let them go.

I decided to run home, change shoes and finish out the run (or most of it).  I put blister pads on the blisters, fresh socks, my good ole faithful glycerin’s and finished it out.

I am still struggling feeling the running thing but have been doing it every day.     It wasnt until I turned the corner on a street about a mile in and saw this site …

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Not the best picture but it was like a pink carpet.  So beautiful and smelled of the heavens!   I felt rejuvenated and was able to complete my run, blisters, pain and all with minimal walking rather than regular walk breaks.

I cant say its back (my mojo) but it was the closest I have been in a long while and I am ever more hopeful!

Tomorrow will be a morning run goal and tuesday I get to see Dana for the halfway mark!!!

Hope you all have a great week!

Day 2 ~ You never know who is watching …

Was able to drop Liam off at daycare and head out for a morning run before a busy day (off).

I knew that today I would be more sore than yesterday and I was right.    I wore my compression to bed and still woke up throughout the night sore.  I knew it would be a challenge, but one I was bound and determined to meet head on.

It was a tough run.  I ran longer than I have in a while and it really showed.   I struggled with pace.  I struggled with soreness.  I struggled with negative self talk.  I struggled … until  …

I remembered something my coach, Dana, told me the other night after we met for our workout.

She knew I was really having a hard time and we were able to make a plan.   It was that evening when she emailed me and told me her other half asked how our night went.  When she told him that I was bummed out and out of it, he said “But she is such an inspiration!” 

WHAT?  Inspiration  … from an IRON MAN!?!  not just any Ironman but a very well accomplished Ironman.  A podium finishing Ironman.  A true athlete who inspires me so very much just watching and cheering from the sidelines.

It immediately brought tears to my eyes and touched my heart deeply.  Not only did someone I admire and look up to  know who I was and my story .. I inspired him.  My story inspired him.

I am so very hard on myself.  I know what I have accomplished.  I know people say I inspire them.   I know what to do.  What is holding me back?  Why is this so hard?  Why am I immediately going straight for the negative rather than the positive? Why am I my own worst enemy?

I know in order to conquer this portion of my journey I have to change my attitude.

I have to open my eyes.

Today, when I was struggling, I kept hearing those words …

You never know who is watching …

You never know who you impact …

You need to realize your worth!!!!

with that .. I finished what was on my plan and I finished grateful.   I finished feeling blessed.  I finished feeling hopeful.

Hopeful I can accomplish anything.    My dream of a marathon,  my dream of trails .. they are possible.

I am possible!!!

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Day 1 ~ Be Patient

So glad I blogged yesterday.  I found out I do have more readers than my Mom!  :)    Truly blessed and thank you all for your well wishes.

My plan was to do 3 miles easy and to be patient.   My first thought was … EASY PEASY, why be patient, then when I woke up I knew why!

After working out with Dana last night and the “few” intervals we did do (ie step ups on a bench) my glutes and quads were SORE when I woke up.

I knew today was going to be an evening run because Kellie wanted to run with me so I was hoping I would loosen up by then. I know better!   I know that as time goes on and after a hour drive home I would be stiff as a board.  I also know that tomorrow will be worse.

Grabbed my running clothes on and drove the the local college wellness trail.  Its a mile and a half loop and while most is in the blazing sun, there is a good part in the trees and thought that would help cool it off.   (Oregon is at an all time high of 74ish today)    I knew after the first half mile it was not going to be pretty.    I went SLOW.  I kept going over and over in my head “be patient, be patient”  and I kept going.

Mile 1.5 I started getting dizzy after a mile in the sun and hottest part of day.   I am really struggling with water and yesterday felt it,  today was even harder and my mouth was even dryer.   I knew I had water in the car but I also knew that I had to do at least 2 miles for it to “count” so I decided to keep going to 2 miles and then walk back and drink.

It wasnt pretty and the time really sucked but I did it and am one day closer to being successful on this mission.

Tomorrow, I will be running in the morning when its much cooler!

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How was your day?

Just a Streaking!

I am alive.   I am tired, but I am alive.

Life has been completely chaotic and crazy and through all of that (way to much to catch up on) I am tired.   I havent been running consistently.  I havent been training much.  I havent been blogging at all.

I had a laugh with Dana tonight and we joked that altho my mom is probably my only reader (true story!), it would be great to start blogging again and keeping myself accountable not only to my mom (ha!) and Dana, but to MYSELF!

Ive lost my mojo.  I have been traveling and I was sick.     I preach at work daily regarding creating daily habits for my customers and employees but today I realized I have let MY daily habits slip.

Dana had a great idea.  Tomorrow I will start a streak.  I will start a streak of creating my habits again. This will start my comeback and get me on my training for Dumbo and the 10k on July 4th.

Here are the details:

  • I will run for 14 days in a row with only 2+ miles counting
  • I will try to do as many morning runs as I can (this is going to be hard, but I am determined to make it a habit)
  • I will blog about how its going
  • I will take care of my body, icing, stretching and babying my feet so I can run this many days in a row

After the 14 days we will see where I am and re assess.      I am excited for a short term goal and excited to get back in the game!

My head and heart want it so bad, time to get the body to catch up!

Here we go …… Wish me luck Mom!  :)

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Best Day All Year

That might be a bit dramatic but it was pretty darn good … after work ended.

Came home to Marc missing.  He was in the backyard grilling my favorite dinner!  WHAT!??!?!   SO SWEET.

Kellie was in running clothes and said .. “Hey Mom, where you running?!”   Really???

YAY!!! Swim season is over and I got my running partner back.   (I use the term partner loosely .. she leaves me in the dust)

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Shes way over there on her way back …

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